memories of nobody

Black And White- Theme

2009-10-14T00:17:00.004+08:00

Every Hello Ends with A GOODBYE

2009-09-06T18:45:00.005+08:00

I'll be right there

2009-06-21T22:42:00.002+08:00

It's like a walk in a park for you
for me it's heavy.. I will love you till I die..
I swear to you
I will always be there for you
there is nothing I won't do
I promise you all my life I will be there for you
together you and me
when I hold you
nothing can compare
I will believe until the last breath I take
... Love you
when your in my arms lyin
I am finding it hard that we were in heaven
cuz love is all I need
and I found it there in your heart..
I will always believe and will never stop believing
I will always be right there for you..
Forever N ever

i cant take this anymore...i love you my dearest

2009-06-21T00:45:00.002+08:00

whisky lullaby

When you love someone

2009-06-18T16:03:00.002+08:00

When you love someone
You'll do anything
You'll do all the crazy things
That you can't explain
You shoot the moon and put out the sun
When you love someone
You will deny the truth even if it's true
Believe a lie
There will be times when you believe that you can fly
Lonely nights will begin when you love someone
When you love some one
You'll feel deep inside
And nothing else can ever change your mind
You'll never think twice when you do something for the one you love
When you love someone
You'll sacrifice your life
That's what I have done
Just don't know what I have done wrong
To deserve such a feeling.. I am telling you now.. I love you
Please stop killing me..
I don't wanna stop believing..
Cause that's what a person would do even though shit hits the roof..
If you wanna hurt me do so..
All I want is you..
You can give me the moon
Or give me wings to fly
You can take it all I don't want it
Cause you gave me everything when you gave your heart to me..
That's all I need.. Love you

What I can show or do anything about? I am afraid when I burst in sadness..don't know what I would do..

2009-06-15T18:58:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to do nor say..
I look ok.. But there is nothing in me..
Forever N ever..
I kept my promise..
But still did I do something wrong..
The whole day I kept thinking and thinking..
I tried to keep my self occupied..
When it's time like this when I am alone..
I am afraid I would do stupid things..
I don't want to turn back to my old self..
I need u more than anything else..
I would trade everything I have..
I would take my ego out of the equation..
If u wanna treat me like hell..
I don't mind.. This is because
To the one who holds my heart..
You are the air I need to breath
You are the river of life inside of me
You are half that make me hope
You are the anchor of my soul..
You left me when I needed you the most..
That's the love I found in you..
Your my shelter from the storm
Your like the road that leads me home..
I pretend I am ok.. But deep down I am dying inside
Dying dying each time I am left alone..
This time I kneel to you.. Begging you..
I need you the most..
I don't wanna suffer..
Each time I think.. my thought runs deep and evrything else doesn't matter
I'd rather kill myself..
I need you..
To the one who holds my heart..-shahrin-
I swear by it. Thanks for reading

Drinking myself to sleep

2009-06-04T23:10:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to do nor what to say..
No one have ever felt the pain...
Twice is more than enough..
It hurts when it hits directly at the heart
The most fragile part of me
I look left and right in the middle of no where
Not at home.. But in my car pouring out my feelings in my phone
This time is the worst..
I shout my lungs out..
Hit as hard as I can..
I realize that no one hears me..
Now I know what you meant last time when you gone trough it
But why me?
That is the question..
I hurt like hell..
Pls god help
Me tell
Me
What did I do to suffer this much...

The Times We shared and Had

2009-03-24T14:40:00.005+08:00

I really thought this week would be a happy week..
missin when you gone somewhere with your family...
and then work...
its was really busy busy..
cause the boss was like shouting and cursing at almost everyone...
the first day there was like 100 people..
the the second day there were people fired to cut cost..
then i worked really hard tillnight falls then the third day came...
i didnt really need the money but was saving up for a trip for us at the end of the semester, so we didnt need to budget the whole month...
so as day and night came it was time for college..got back the last day around 1am..
leg was pain and was exhausted the whole time...
there was really no room for anything, only resting time..
so, i woke up late and rushed like i used too..
everything was different like it was tense...
i did nothing... for you to know
just work and 3 days i was suffering...
i really thought everything would..
in the working times..
it was always tense...tired..
phone didnt work...sim card didnt work...everything was all screwed up...
i thought you would understand after all the times...
we promised at the beginning then everything that was suppose to happen went upside down...
its alright its ok...
you said you hurt and have jealousy...
when i did my assignment with a gal..
but what wrong did i do...
tell me...
if you think that is bad..
how did you think i felt like
when i went to london, and during that time
you know what happen...
you went out with him 2wice and he came to your house..
at that distance...
how would u think i felt...have you ever thought of how would i feel..
i have feelings too..
i just keep quiet...cause i really love you..that is faith...that is trust...
i didnt even go out for fun...i went out to do presentation...there is a DIFF!!!!
there have been so many times you wanted this...
i know you have been waiting for the chance...
now it came true... i hope ur satisfied...
i have begged and done everything possible to make you happy..
what do i get in return...this!!
Now i know how Hui Fang/Kelly feels...
it hurts...yes i know it now...
7 months and this is how you treat me...while that 1month you got cheated its ok with you and you talk about it within our time... i barred with you...thats faith
i have done with all i have b'day, pangkor, valentine..
this is all i could do...all i could afford...cause i love you
i dont mind starving to not have you suffer...
i TRIED...and i have nothing else to say..I TRIED
All i want you is to be happy...
i do mistakes i admit it...but i am only human...
i am not perfect i admit it... but who is?
ur a great gal...thats the truth..and i love you...
Be happy of What ur doing...i am ok..
dont worry...
as long as i know that ur happy even if i am not in the picture..
Its alright i understand...
be Happy my Dear...
Our first Pic :P

I'd Rather BaBy...

2009-01-24T15:52:00.006+08:00

I'd rather have bad times with you than being with someone else....
i Love you Very much...
Pearly Tan Shih Chi

4 days gone by....

2008-12-24T16:39:00.005+08:00

only 4 days have gone by and so many things has happen...I feel like person alive..stuck in a coffin...under the ground...trying gasp for air...pushing and hitting trying to get out...and inside of me hurts till can't hurt no more...remember when we said only 15 days...it would go by swiftly..and we would see each other again...now i just feel otherwise...i will suffer continuously for the rest of my days here...weaping in sadness...till the time comes....i shall just wait till the next time i see you again... for now i shall just remind myself of the commitments we have and with all the memories of you..most importantly the memories of the time we have shared together throughout the year..with or without college...
pangkor-shall constantly remind me of how much i love you...
and all the other days that i see you...
i really hope it lasts cause i miss you too much...
what i have now of you will just have to do...
cause i too have to be patient to see you...
love you nei2...
miss u 2...
Love,
Shahrin.

I miss every moment...

Left in pain And Confusion(My feelings)

2008-12-23T17:26:00.005+08:00

just cant describe this feeling...
just feeling lost and no one to turn to...
i cant feel anything...
i am now just lost in my own lonely world...
sadness fill my heart...
loneliness follows with it...
no matter what i do will not erase the past...
no matter how much i think to counter it...
it will always be there and overrun on me...
i feel pushed down and kicked away...
the feeling within me is just flooding...
just finish crying...in the toilet alone..
no one to hold no one to turn too...
i too have this feeling within me...
i too am just a mere human...
so now i am lost in my own feelings and cant find a way out...
to the right path...
i will wait for my angel...
to pull me up...
for now i shall just sob till i cant sob no more...
i have this feeling only one person can cure...
for now...i shall wait....
Love u always...-shahrin-

Day 1 in London

2008-12-21T06:18:00.004+08:00

Hey, miss u like crazy my darling...its only been a day...and i miss u already...love you so much darling....anyways as promised i will post my diary....i typed it here because i forgot the email add and the password for the other account....
here goes....
my flight was at 0230 am...
from KLIA to Doha... which took around 7 to 8 hours...
upon reaching Doha we have to wait there for transit for at least an hour...
then we board the plane, which flies us from Doha to Heathro...
that took another 8 to 9 hours...the whole journey was very very very tensed...
as the flight was too long for me...hehe....i wish u were here with me the whole time...

when we reached Heathro(London)

then from there we went to the tube(Underground Train)...from the airport to Russel Square...
when we reach there approximately 30 to 45 mins ride, we then met my sister and hamdan....they then led us to the hotel....which is call ridgemount hotel...

Then, we went out for a walk and ate at a chinese food stall....where the stall is owned by a malaysian from penang...and then we went checking out shops which were freaking huge like TOPSHOP(4 Floors), Nike(3 Floors)...and etc...all these shops all have one thing in common which is that the space is huge and all of them a pack with people....after a tiring journey of walking in the cold winter breeze around 10-12 degrees...we walked back to our hotel...buying snacks and sushi before reaching back...hehe...todays first day is very tiring...but nei2 when i read your one...it brighten me up baby....thanks for everything...love you always...MUAKXSSSS...XOXO...-Shahrin-

Never Say Never...Take the Challenge..Take the risk...and Be thankful for what you have...™

2008-08-28T00:22:00.003+08:00

Don't just give up in life...
It's just merely to early to even think about that..
we all have decades and decades ahead..
So pick up yourself where you left off..
Just stand up..and thank god..
your in a better situation..
cause it could be worse...

this is the story i heard:-

Once there was a king on a Voyage in his ship when a great storm arose...
one of his follower who never been to sea, Began to cry out of fear...
No one..i mean no one could silence him...then he began to scream and cry louder and louder..
Then the king became angry, Furiously he yelled to the whole ship,
"is there no one in this entire ship that can silence this coward!!!".
Every one, on board the ship, especially the kings advisors..
Couldn't do anything or think about any solutions to the matter...
Finally, a wise man stood up...and said,"My King, I think i got an idea but you have to give me full permission and support needed...and do as i please with him"..
Anxious and curious to know what the wise man could do the king said, "sure do as you please and you have my full permission".
the wise man called a few of the kings soldiers and and ordered them to THROW the slave to the sea...
When the follower got thrown out to the sea..he screamed and yelled louder than before..
he tries to swim and float...
the kings follower panics and yells for help..
within minutes...they ship pick him up back..
when the follower came back on board...
he was exhausted and tired...and most important of all he stop crying..
The king was amazed by the wise man and asked him for an explanation..

The Wise Man Said,
"We never realize how well off we are in any situations until we fall into a Worse one.''
this is the words of wisdom from the wise man...

^''^ 6LaYerS..LoL™

2008-08-27T22:12:00.003+08:00

thanks For the Taggie..
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LAYER ONE:

Name: Nor Shahrin
Birth date: 18th of October
Birthplace: KL, Malaysia
Current Location: KL, Wilayah Persekutuan
Eye color: Black
Hair Color: Black...but inside slightly brown
Righty or lefty: Righty

LATER TWO:

Your heritage: Malaysian
The shoes you wore today: K-Swiss Shoes
Your weakness: Having little trouble to say "NO"
Your fears: Losing the Person i trully love.
Your perfect pizza: Seafood Marinara..with extra CHEESE..hehe LOL™
Goal you'd like to achieve in life: To be better in life and keep on loving the one person..My Bie Bie...

LAYER THREE:

Your most overused phrase on AIM:Damn, OMG, WTF...LOL
Your first waking thoughts: Of course MY Dear...
Your best physical feature: my mouth, i love food..and other things which i do with my lips..hehe
Your most missed memory: Being in School..St John Institution...

LAYER FOUR:

Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Adidas..actually K-Swiss better...lol
Lipton Ice tea or Nestea: Lipton Tea tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Depends on situations
Cappuccino or coffee: Cuppuccino.

LAYER FIVE:

A famous person, dead or alive, would you interview: Just Bob Marley.
Movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors: Harold N Kumar..too many lol..
Name two of your passions in life: Passion in relationship N Chatting with everyone.
Least favorite time of day: nights..this is where i have to go home...

LAYER SIX:

use hairspray or gel: Both...
Your favorite meal: Japanese, Italian, American Food...all la...
Color is the inside of your head when you close your eyes: Black N Red..
Listen to classical music: Yea..
Ever said LOL in real life without thinking about it: Yea..

the the the...END...™

People I wanna Taggie:-

Belle
Joanna
Waise
Florence
Esther
Verene...

There is Always a Way back inTo Love...trust me i found it...

2008-08-27T00:24:00.002+08:00

It's been a long and tough journey...
Gone trough a lot of things..
despite all the hard time...
i have gone trough it
and faith has played its part..
but it doesn't mean that it would be good all the time..
when there is a presence of good there shall always be the presence of bad too..
that is why we have a balanced up world..
all we gotta do..
is to give in and give out..
equally...not too much in not too much out...
then, pray to god nothing bad happens...
so yea...basically my chronology upon this matter is not my expertise..
but yea based on learning and all day long experience...
Do this...if everything doesn't work out...
just try doing this...
have patience...give everything you got...
and dont hope for anything in return..
just hope for the best...and it would turn out better next time...
let time prove you wrong..and know she/he is made for you...
bie bie..u you were meant for me...DesTinY...

Song lyrics | Way Back Into Love lyrics

You not bieng here with me is the hardest part of my life....

2008-08-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

my dear,
i miss you every second and every minute of everyday...
you not being here by my side makes it all stuck for me...
everything that is good with me...
is never 100percent great..
cause without you here with me..
i am missing 99 percent of my life...
my dear...
i love you so much...me being here in bangkok...
its cool here...but yea not as cool of you being with me...
i hope you had a great time..today...i really do my dear...
well...yea....i got so many things in mine to tell you...
but yea...
i am jealous of you...my dear...
i really wished i just stayed at home...
so i can just be with you...only you with me by my side...
love you is all i can say my dear..
love you always....

Sorry..to you my dear...its all my fault...I am sorry i am not the perfect man....

2008-07-27T03:21:00.005+08:00

I am sorry...
for what i have done and did...
it doesn't matter what i say now...
it doesn't matter how much is say now...
cause no matter what i say...
it wouldn't be enough...
to cover up all that i have done wrong...

i know you care...
i know you do...
but all i do is just disappoint you...
i know you care...
i know you do...
that is why i love love you...

well, basically what i am trying to tell you that i am just sorry....
love you bie bie....

If Tomorrow Never Comes...

2008-07-24T23:02:00.004+08:00

well,
if I had the power to stop time ...
if I had the power to reverse time ...
if I had the power to control everything...
for tomorrow i would do it....
I really wish i could cancel it off....
and make sure tomorrow never comes....

i am comfortable in everything you do...
that is what everyone would say....to their love ones...
but the true fact is....
we are actually keeping it inside...
hiding it from the world to see especially the one you love
hoping tomorrow never comes to that...
hoping everything will pass...
hoping things like this will never happen....
hoping everything will move at a speed that you wont even notice...
well that is basically it...the true fact...

now i just got to wait it out...
wait till winter passes by...
wait till everything is passed...
wait till the day is over...
and,
hope for the sun to rise again...
hope for everything to be alright...
hope for the love to rise....

I have faith...
I will hold on...
and i will wait for you...
i am not doubting you...
or i am not saying i dont trust you...
the truth is that i am just not comfortable...

So, yea....
i trust you...
and no matter what i still have to go trough with it...
cause there is no stopping it...
i dont want to be selfish..
i dont want to hold too tight...
it is just a feeling...which is real...
its probably not a big deal...
but yea,
some how...the feeling is still there no matter what...
for me its like....
giving something away...
which i really appreciate, love and care about...
to a person who i know, who doesn't take care of things...
and would definitely spoil everything and i am giving it away...
yea....thats how i feel...
i am not saying the person is a bad person,
its just how i feel...thats all...
okie....i think thats all for now....after tomorrow...
i really hope..
the sun will shine again...and everything will be okie...

Love you bie....MuakXsssss
please remember that....
and please remember me...
thats all i ask for...Love you...

i can take it, no worries...cause you are everything to me...and i love you...
have faith...in us...dont be afraid...of whats to come as we shall go trough it together...

™™Please know how i feel towards you bie™™

2008-07-21T20:43:00.010+08:00

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful to love someone
and never find the courage to let that person
know how you feel and then regret it.
A sad thing in life is,
you meet someone who means a lot to you,
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be,
and just have to let go .
It is true that we do not know what we have until we lose it,
but it is also true that we do not know
what we have been missing until it arrives .
Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back.
Do not expect love in return,
just wait for it to grow in their heart.
But if it does not, is content that it grew in yours .
May you have enough happiness
to make you sweet, enough hope to make you happy.

You cannot see Me, yet I am the light that you see by.
You cannot hear Me, yet I speak through your voice.
You cannot feel Me, yet I am the power at work in your hands.
Yet I am there. Yet I hear. Yet I answer.

When you need Me, I am there.
Even if you deny Me, I am there.
Even when you feel your most alone, I am there.
Even in your fears, I am there.
Even in your pain, I am there.
I am there when you pray and when you do not pray.
I am in you, and you are in Me.
Only in your mind can you feel separate from Me, for only in your mind are the mists of "yours" and "mine".
Yet only with your mind can you know me and experience Me.

Empty your heart of empty fears.
When you get yourself out of the way, I am there.
You can of yourself do nothing, but I can do all.
And I am in all.
Though you may not see the good, good is there, for I am there.
I am there because I have to be, because I am.

Only in Me does the world have meaning; only out of Me does the world take form; only because of Me does the world go forward.
I am the law on which the movement of the stars and the growth of the living cells are founded.
I am the love that is the law's fulfilling.
I am one with you.
Though you fail to find Me, I do not fail you.
Though your faith in Me is unsure, My faith in you never wavers,
because I know you,
because I love you.
My dear, I am here for you.

i will always be there for you no matter what happens...

Please everyone, if you really love someone,please dont hurt them, and dont leave them with a scar.....if you love them love them with all your heart..and swear that you wont do such things to them...so if a person really loves you he/she would never hurt you so deeply and a person who loves you will never leave you no matter what...if they hurt you and give silly reasons to leave you...that means they dont really love you at all....but i must say i love you bie...with all my heart and soul....muakXssss

For the person i LOVE the most......

2008-07-20T01:56:00.005+08:00

For the person whom i love the most...
this is for you....
you know who you are....
and baby...i will never let you go...
just know that...
please carry me in your heart always...
cause girl you're the person i love the most in my entire life...
and to all the people who disagree...
and to all the people who dislike it...
and to all the people who i may have hurt...
and to all the people who cant accept it....
I am sorry to say i am not a quitter...
I am sorry for all the things that i have ever done...
i wish i could start fresh...
and give a better impression...
i take it all back for what i did...
i am sorry....
please do accept me....
loving her is all i ask for....

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actually I personally think you are a great person...
i think too much about Love and faith....
but when i think of You baby...
my love for you is So great.......
baby girl your the person who is Much better than me...

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I Love You So Much...
i hope you understand...
love you...muakXssss..
if you don't know how i feel...
please watch this video clip...(below)

™™Love™N™Hope™N™Faith™™

2008-06-05T23:16:00.004+08:00

What is love??
how do you define love??
this word is frequently...
tossed around often these days...
....
some people mean it some people don't...
some people say it just for fun..
some people say it just to please someone...
....
people ask what is love...
what kind of a question is that?
love for me cant be described
and wont be said unless i really mean it...
so love is a thing that you should not play around with...
and love is a feeling which just cant be explain with words..
but one can say i love you so much™...
....
Hope??
The only thing i can say is just...
to hope for the best outcome...
cause basically we must be positive in life...
and by just hoping we may just achieve something...
cause something is better than nothing...
.....
What about Faith??
Can love exist without faith...
i believe this 2 things coexist together...
Love can never exist without faith..
if there isn't Love, faith wouldn't exist either..
cause without this 2 together...
there wont be any possible outcome...
so faith is actually...
....
never giving up hope..
never stop trying..
never look back but look forward...
....
cause it doesn't matter...
what people say...
what people do...
what people comment...
what people teach you...
as long as what we believe its true...
then, nothing..i mean nothing can stop us..
....
cause,
i cant deny my belief...
i cant be what i am not...
i cant let people tell me N change my perspective which i believe...
....
Cause love N faith exists where other people cant touch...
where is it??you may ask...
it is as simple as ABC..
it is as simple as brushing your teeth...
or learn how to smile...
....
Where is it??
it is in my heart..
hidden away from all the hypocrite's N liars ...
that is where we show who we are...
cause...I believe
....
that,
we cant choose where we were born N raised...
but we can choose where we live N where we die...
so it is all from the heart alone...
and know this that i love you so much...that nothing..
Shall stop me...(Be strong Together) MuakXssss...
....

™™Faith™™

2008-05-29T00:01:00.003+08:00

Can People have faith in EACH other????
Does god's creatures trust themselves??
Is Faith incapably, OVERrated???
A lot of Questions asked around nowadays.....
So many Questions so little time....
F A I T H...<-----What the Hell is this??
To Have Faith...(in my own belief)
when anything bad happens....
when suffering...
when hard times occur...
But...
We must have faith in everything we do...

faith in the poor..
faith in the rich..
faith in the animals who have faith in us..
live up to expectations..
You must Have faith till the very end...
that you will make it..
faith will be with you...
faith and destiny, is it the same??
faith or destiny shall show us..
show you and me....

™™ Insperational Message For you...Especially For you™™

2008-05-21T23:01:00.012+08:00

hey... i miss you like crazy still...lol..haha
anyways, this is a message for you...
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i want you...honey...to have this ribbon...
pls read the message below..yea..MuakXssss...
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Well i hope you read it honey...
MuakXssss....

™™ I Miss You Like Crazy™™You're so Cute...

2008-05-19T01:47:00.003+08:00

Come 2 me when u r sad
Come 2 me when u r mad
Come 2 me when ur in love
I'll b there with open arms
When I close my eyes
I dream that i'm with u
But as I open them
All i see is lonely me without u
This feeling that I have
Of hurt and desire
Is just me missing u
Every waking hour
I pray to god that u won't leave
So u can stay forever with me
But as u see ur not here
My worst fear is now near
Without u life can't go on
But i guess i have 2 b strong
I'll think about you forever
Until we r 2gether
(picked up poems)

K.panda oUt!!!!!

Pce Out!!!

™™nothing to say™™just miss ya™™

2008-05-17T14:31:00.001+08:00

air Supply is so cool....a little old but yea...
But i when you listen to the oldies...most of them are more calming..
then the ones that played and sang nowadays are some how..
not as meaningful as the ones played before...
i just to this song once...then i just got addicted to it.....
the songs name is ..."I'm all out of love", Air Supply...

I'm all out of love...

Something you should know about All Out Of Love Lyrics...

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

Chorus:
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

Chorus
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Chorus(3x)

™™Yet Another Depressing Day™™

2008-05-08T21:31:00.002+08:00

Don't know why.....
Don't know whats wrong....
Just feel something wrong today...
It's like time is not right...

So here I am, sitting
Alone in the dark again
What a perfect fucking metaphor
I'm so tired of this
I know I have no reason to feel this pain but
Of course I can't stop it now

It's nights like this when
I don't want to hear solutions
And my dreams just tease me
With promises of a better tomorrow
That isn't today yet
And patience isn't one of my virtues

What, you mean this isn't normal for me?
Either I'm damn good at hiding this or
I spend a lot more time than I like to think
Lost in my head
Angst may be fashionable these days, but
I'd much rather be a happy Person.

™™ Poems And Qoutes™™(Just being random)

2008-05-07T00:16:00.003+08:00

"One Fateful Day"

No river's span is quite as vast
No mountain's reach so high.
No rose's scent is quite as sweet
As the love I hold inside.

Every time I see your face and
Every time you smile,
Every time I kiss your lips,
My love grows all the while

I’m the luckiest man to walk the earth
To know a love like yours
Loving is so easy now
You’ve opened my heart’s doors.

And I'll love you 'til my life has ceased
And still more with my soul
Because that fateful day we met,
My heart you forever stole.

Famous quotes

1. What a grand thing, to be loved!
What a grander thing still, to love!

2. Love comforteth like sunshine after rain.

3. One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life:
that word is love.

4. You don't marry someone you can live with,
you marry the person who you cannot live without.

5. There is no remedy for love but to love more.

My All Time Favorite

"You don't marry someone you can live with,"
"you marry the person who you cannot live without."

Kung Fu Panda Out!!!!
Pce Out!!!

™™ReDanG Again™™

2008-05-01T02:34:00.000+08:00

This how BeeeeaaaauuuutiiiiiiiiFUUUUULLLLLLLL Redang Beach is....Its like OMG..

IntoDuCinG ThE ReDaNg PeoPle.....
gOinG CraZy aBoout ReDang.....
Arghhhhhhhhhhhh.....
5 girls

a guy...

and...another Guy....

All TogeTher......
5 girls+2 Guys= 7 really Fun People...

HenRy and The Stolen Whistle...
Really Cool souvenir..
Completely F.O.C.
(Free of Charge)

All Hyped up For the BeaCh!!!!
WoOoOoOo HoOoOoOo...
(Before)

See this happens when all the energy is all drained.....
(After)

Anyways...Moving on to the trip...
It was the Banana Boat...
The Long And Hard Boat...
LOL..
wakakaka...

At First i Fell in Alone...
cause things didn't go as plan...
Then When me And HenRy Teamed up...
haha...we make everyone one fall 2 times...
haha..it was so cool...
dropping....woo hooo...

But unfortunately i fell an extra time...all on my own...
Haizzzzz....LoL..

Then this is how wet we all were after coming back...
haha.. fun fun fun!!!!

Then...something bad happen...when me, Henry, and Esther
went for the shark sighting...
everything was fine until the end...
she sprained her ankle at a slippery walk up to the surface...
OUCHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Then there was our dinner...ERmm yum yumm..
it may look like nothing... but after a while...
with no other choice...
that was like gold to our stomach...haha...
These are the rest of the pictures...that we took here in Redang....

Well i can say i saved the best pic...as the last one....
haha...
check out AbiGail...
So funny expression....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
i Can Laugh till my shit come out!!!!LOL

THats It for the RedAng Trip....
All n all it was a happy And fun time..
Great Experience...
Wuu Hiak!!!
Kunfu Panda OUT!!!!!!

™™DonT WoRRy Be HaPPy™™

2008-04-28T13:18:00.004+08:00

this is for you™....
life is like a boat...
there are always its ups and downs...
its okie don't worry about it....
its gonna be all right...
if life had no challenges...
there wouldn't be any meaning to life as it is now...
you lose some and you will get some...
there will always be a balance..
you will get it...later in life...
no one is leaving you....
don't worry....
i will be there for you....to carry the burden for you....
your not alone don't worry...
your not alone cause you have me and all your friends...
so smile okie....when your happy i am happy...

Life is Like a Boat™
And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore..

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong....

All i want is to see you like this always....

SMILE.... :) Remember...remember...remember... SMILE... :)

if you feel worried read this...

Bob Marley- Don't Worry Be Happy....

Here's a little song i wrote,
you might want to sing it note for note,
don't worry, be happy

in every life we have some trouble,
when you worry you make it double
don't worry, be happy

dont worry be happy now
dont worry be happy
dont worry be happy
dont worry be happy
dont worry be happy
aint got no place to lay your head,
somebody came and took your bed,
don't worry, be happy

the landlord say your rent is late,
he may have to litagate,
dont worry (small laugh) be happy,

look at me im happy,
don't worry, be happy

i give you my phone number,
when your worried, call me,
i make you happy

don't worry, be happy

aint got no cash, aint got no style,
aint got no gal to make you smile
but don't worry, be happy

cos when you worry, your face will frown,
and that will bring everybody down,
so don't worry, be happy

don't worry, be happy now...

don't worry, be happy
don't worry, be happy
don't worry, be happy
don't worry, be happy

now there this song i wrote
i hope you you learned it note for note
like good little children

dont worry be happy

listen to what i say
in your life expect some trouble
when you worry you make it double
dont worry be happy
be happy now

dont worry, be happy
dont worry, be happy
dont worry, be happy
dont worry, be happy
dont worry
dont worry be happy
don't worry, don't worry, don't do it,
be happy,put a smile on your face,
don't bring everybody down like this

don't worry, it will soon pass whatever it is,
don't worry, be happy,
i'm not worried...

SMILE okie.. for your own good...
i will try my best to put a smile on your face...

2008-04-26T00:12:00.008+08:00

™™What Do i CRaVe For???™™

2008-04-24T22:46:00.004+08:00

CraVe....
WhAt is CrAve?????
let me tell you wht is it...
there are many types cravings...
in this world...
crave means..
well it basically means wHt the hell...
that you want so badly....
but for now...i will talking behalf of food craving...

since i love food so much...
and i also love something(secret) equally, not for the public to know...
but privately only..Hehe...
the basic Craving for food is like
for Example:
rice(malaysians)
thats if he/she cant get it where they are staying currently.....

Back To the Original Plan...
Wht do i My Self Crave For....
I really Crave for Texas Fries....
Well If you dont know About it..

Its okie...
CAuse i will tell you
where and wht it is....
its basically Fries..
on a hot plate..
where then Cheese is poured on to the fries...
and the cheese cover the fries...
then as you eat the cheeeeeZe oozes and it is so
DeLiciOuSSSSSSSSSS!!!
ermmmmm!!!! Yum yum!!!

THen..it GEts better and better..
there will be beef sauce on top...
and there would be flakes of
BEEEEEF BACON....

OMG i am so hungry now!!!!!!

and when you pick the fries is the cheezzzzzz
will stretch too....
omg i am making myself more hungry...

Yum!!! Yum!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I cant take it anymore....
i want to eat it now......
but its not like i havent eaten it for a long time..
i just ate it like 3 to 4 days aGo....
but for me thats already a long time....
when i look at this pic.....
i can still feel the taste of it going trough my mouth..

ermmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!

Satisfaction indeed!!!!

this is it....
the picture of the food that i am craving for...
for people who wanna try it...
it is found at Chilli's Grill Bar..
as i know there are there are 5 places you can find this place to eat...

KLCC
MID ValleY
BanDar Utama
BSC(bangsar shopping complex)
and of course the one in Penang(hahaha)

pls be informed that...
to order this you dont have to look at the menu..
cause you wont find it on the menu...
just tell the waiter and he will do the rest..
thats the info i will give you people who wants to try it..

but for someone special....
i will bring you there yea....
if you have tried it..
dont worry...just eat again...
woo hoo.....
thats it for my Craving topic...
haha..
this dish is so mouth watering...
ARGHHH i wanna go now now now!!!!LOL

Kung Fu Panda!!!!
Out!!!!
YUM YUM!!!WU HIAK!!!!!!

™™ Got my Car Back™™

2008-04-24T21:46:00.003+08:00

™™JuSt Got My CaR BaCk™™

I am like Omg....
it's so cool...
i waited like 1 and 1/2 weeks...
for it... finally i got it back...
When i sent in my car..
i felt like i have just lost a leg...
Or an Arm.....

Luckily i was my time was filled ..
by a trip to redang...
which was really like WoO HoO...
Yea Man It was Great...
Its really Hard without the car...
After uSing it For a Long time...
tHen suDDenLy have to send it Away...
really feel like losing a leg....

when i sent the car it was this colour..
Maroon (before)

THen Now...
Its Black...
Metallic BLack

Not the Dull Black..

Its cool...
well At least for me it is..
i dont care wht anyone thinks..
well except for one person who i care about...
but for other people who comment..
good or bad ...
i would just reply them..
wht Ever Makes you HaPpy..
As long as i am happy...
i will be hyper for the time Being....

KunG Fu PanDa
OuT!!!!!!!!
WU HiAk!!!!!!!

™™ Life is like a Boat™™

2008-04-24T02:05:00.004+08:00

this song is one of my favorite song....

these are the lyrics...
both..
in English...
and in Japanese...

Original version

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Tookude iki wo shiteru toumei ni nattamitai
Kurayami ni omoe takedo mekaku shisarete tadake
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku nukedashita kunaru
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de fune wo tsureteku

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I.... can see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

Tabi wa mada tsudzuiteku odayakana hi mo
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de fune wo terashidasu
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Unmei no fune wo kogi
nami wa tsugi kara tsugi e to
Watashitachi wo osou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne
Dore mo suteki na tabi ne

English version

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin’ and we can’t escape
But if we ever get lost on your way
The waves would guide you thru another day

I’m breathing in the distance, as if I’ve become transparent
It seemed to be the dark, but I was merely blindfolded

I offer my prayers and wait for a new day
To the end of the sea that shines vividly

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don’t give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

People’s hearts move and want to slip out
The moon in its new cycle brings along boats again

And every time I see your face,
the oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I…. can see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I’d feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

The journey is still continuing, on the calm days, too
The moon in its new cycle begins to shine on boats again

I offer my prayers and wait for a new day
To the end of the sea that shines vividly

And every time I see your face,
the oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Rowing the boat of destiny
The waves assault us
One after the next
But that’s a wonderful journey, too
Any one of them is a wonderful journey...

™™ I am So soRRy.....™™

2008-04-24T00:04:00.002+08:00

This is to the people i cause harm too....
I mean today...
i really truly didn't mean it...
at the start of the day i really felt great...
cause i will be seeing you again...

but...
after all the hours...
i felt diff...
i had like a split personality change
all of the sudden...
its like Omg...
i really didnt know i was capable of doing this...
sort of things..
I am really sorry again...
this i have to say again...

And your right about a lot of things i must say...
i am an idiot and stupid...
that i must agree with you..
cause i know my character..
its not very good at sometimes..
now..
i will try my best to change myself ..
for the better...

™™Another Day Of LifE ™™

2008-04-22T23:24:00.004+08:00

Today.....
is just like any normal day....
woke up so early around 630a.m....
when i was walking in the morning it...
was like a ZOoMBiEE!!!!!

then....
Later on go Swimming.....
Swim Swim Swim...
its no fun at all...
not like the beach in redang...
no friends at all...
just swim and chill alone...

Today i am supposed
to talk about chocolates...
but now i just got no mood...
haizzzzzzzzz...
LoW battery i think my Hypermood....

Then.............
went out to mid valley...
and watched a movie at mid valley... the gardens...
Gsc Signature....

I watched..
Definitely Maybe...

It was a nice and soothing show....
its all about reality and marriage..
its shows hard facts of love and life....
basically the movie is about..
A political consultant tries to explain
his impending divorce
and past relationships to his daughter....
this movie is not for everyone...
but if you like love stories...
you will like this...
i personally rate this movie..
at a scale of 10
is 8/10..
cause i like this kind of movies....

after movie i Ate.....
Jap...Food...
DammmmmNnNn Nice...
simply delicious....
SoOo Satisfying...
make My tank Full...
thanks to KiKu ZaKuRa!!!!!!!
i Love the Beef.........
so Sweet and Tender...
As you all know...
Food is very important...LOL
without it there is simply no life...

ok then....

KungFU PanDa!!!!!
Over N out!!!!!
WU HIAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

™™Redang REDANG Redang!™™

2008-04-21T23:29:00.001+08:00

Beautiful... just Beautiful...
Look At it....
Stare at it.....
it is just breath taking....
What a Relaxing place...

Redang is Damn dAmn Damn niCE!!!!!!
Miss that place like hell......
even though the place was like a shit hole....
for the first few days....

What i miss??????
Of course the BEACH!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
The water is SO nice and cooling....
OMG!!!!

if you love swimming thats the place for you...
smooth sand and cool water...
not like the water you find in K.L.
no Teh Ais looking water but......
instead Clear Water....
but i must WARN you.......
Water so SalTy!!!!!!!
Salty salty Salty...
pui pui pui...
but After a while you will get used to it......LoL

But wait there is more of Course....

I really really Trully deepLy MiSSSSSS this cute little turtle...

isn't It Cute tell me.....
Cute Cute Cute..
but SMeLLY little Turtle...!!
there were 3 of them at first...
but 2 died..
sadly... Sob Sob...

well thats wht the people told us...
anyway this is the One!!!!
the SuRvIvoR.........™™

More Coming up SOOn.... to be continued